Friday, January 09, 2009

Death on a Thursday Morning

What a great loss the Christian community suffers with the passing of Father Richard John Neuhaus. My intellectual and spiritual growth throughout the past fifteen years has been generously watered by Neuhaus' brilliant, insightful and witty writing in First Things Magazine. I have heard Neuhaus speak in person at least four times (most recently in October of this last year) - what an eloquent and thoughtful man of understanding and wisdom. I was shocked to learn today that Neuhaus had died yesterday from complications due to a recent bout with cancer.

His own words speak so beautifully of what we all must learn to claim in our dying and in our resurrection. - Sarah

When I come before the judgment throne, I will plead the promise of God in the shed blood of Jesus Christ. I will not plead any work that I have done, although I will thank God that he has enabled me to do some good. I will plead no merits other than the merits of Christ, knowing that the merits of Mary and the saints are all from him; and for their company, their example, and their prayers throughout my earthly life I will give everlasting thanks. I will not plead that I had faith, for sometimes I was unsure of my faith, and in any event that would be to turn faith into a meritorious work of my own. I will not plead that I held the correct understanding of "justification by faith alone," although I will thank God that he led me to know ever more fully the great truth that much misunderstood formulation was intended to protect. Whatever little growth in holiness I have experienced, whatever strength I have received from the company of the saints, whatever understanding I have attained of God and his ways—these and all other gifts I have received I will bring gratefully to the throne. But in seeking entry to that heavenly kingdom, I will, with Dysmas, look to Christ and Christ alone.

Then I hope to hear him say, "Today you will be with me in paradise," as I hope with all my being—because, although looking to him alone, I am not alone—he will say to all.

- Death on a Friday Night, by Father Richard John Neuhaus